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The Clouded Love

by anonym_000 · 20 October 2026 · Biography & Memoir

Kasy, aged 16, describes her year-long relationship with Noah, which she experienced as mature and nearly perfect. The sudden end came when Noah called her in tears and broke up without a clear reason, leaving her devastated. The pain pushed her to thoughts of self-harm, but she is slowly learning to recognize her own worth.

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Hi guys, I'm Kasy and I want to tell you about my relationship. I've been together with my boyfriend Noah for over a year, we had such a mature relationship for our age, we were both 14 years old at the beginning of our relationship, our relationship was more than perfect, we met each other's families and never argued, we always talked about absolutely everything, but after a year of being together something strange happened. About a week after my 16th birthday, Noah texted me that he needed to talk to me. I was very confused because everything was going perfectly. Noah was on vacation at that time and therefore couldn't tell me directly what exactly he wanted to discuss with me. I was in a panic that he was going to break up with me, but he kept writing to me "I love you, we can get through everything together." Around 8 pm I received a call, it was Noah, he was crying his eyes out and told me that he would have to break up with me because he didn't want to be in a relationship anymore. My whole world fell apart. I didn't believe him because it was too perfect for it to be ending now. I was at my lowest, I didn't want to go on anymore. The next morning I wrote Noah long texts with solutions, but he didn't want to accept any solution, he didn't want me anymore. But we still write to each other every day, things like good morning or good night sleep well, but it wasn't the same anymore. Noah followed his ex again, for me it was the end of the world. I wanted to take my own life because I couldn't cope with this pain. He was my everything, he was the person I trusted, and after the breakup everything felt so unreal. He followed lots of girls and was very happy after the breakup. I myself still suffer from it every day and would love to turn back time, but in the end I also realized that I need to know my own worth and that it's okay for people to leave your life.

First love and heartbreakSelf-worth and personal growthLoss and grief
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